Sunday, October 17, 2010
i think it's been a rough week.
work has been okay but it still drives me nuts at times.
And unfortunately, i always lose it.
i hope next week would be good, since i'll be out of the office for 2 days.
gotta attend some external training.
so that will serve as a good time for a breather.
went for training yesterday and we came up with a new line up for court play.
hope to work things out for tuesday's game.
we'll be facing SCC Hawks (Cricket) for the next game.
i actually felt utterly humiliated when i was laughed at.
However, Jill's words sorta soothen the humiliation and when i think of it,
i shouldnt be humiliated at all.
What Jill said were true & I shouldnt be feeling that way at all.
went to Sengkang for lunch before heading home.
catch some sleep before i had to make my way to Orchard.
oh, and i think i need to get a new pair of running shoes soon.
went around to look for my yellow nike sportsbra but it wasnt available.
i had a fair bit of mood swings going on yesterday and it went way too far.
didnt really know what triggered it but yeah, i just had to blurt out some stupid thing.
i hate it that my sister keeps using my stuffs now!
she used my clothes.
she used my GAP body spray.
she used my netball tees.
fuck.
i sooooo hate it when people use my stuffs without telling me.
urgh, disgust.
Holiday plans right back in the plan.
The colleagues are planning for s hort getaway so yeah.
Just somewhere nearby though and we so have to get our passports done!
heh. planning to do it online.
another friend have plans for Bali.
so yeahhh, i cant wait for all the plans to come together.
i've been looking around, lurking behind reading comments and thoughts
and daily updates of people.
well, not stalking though just that what they write at times kinda inspires me a lil bit.
and not many people can actually do that.
At this point of time, everyone knows what they want and you know have made sacrifices to get to what they want.
I believed the sacrifices that they did are actually major ones and if it's passed to me, i dont think
i can do that.
i mean, it takes a lot out of you to do em.
Then, it sets me thinking...
"I'm stagnant here"
one act leads to another, and another & yadayada.
even so, it'll be too difficult to fix it up.
oh,i managed to catch up on 90210 and survivor(:
when i dont know what to do,and when you cant be bothered anymore.i'll leave.-junn-